blog of the PAST

2009-07-22T01:48:00.003+08:00

i think im a person who thinks alot, speaks very little. most people should agree on this point yea. but what if i think too much into things. another person just told me, the situation is actually very simple.. so why think so deep into it and make myself so worried all the time.

to hide or to avoid? the english thesaurus might tell u both are the same. but in this situation and to me, its rather different. i shall not hide any longer cos its getting abit too draggy and it is affecting my normal feelings and thoughts. best to remain status quo and avoid it as much as possible. good that i have gotten the assurance that influence is not the main reason but it is of one's own will to do so. at least I relle hope so..

i am able to listen without judging? thats what someone wrote in a testimonial for me in my portfolio. most of the time i listen and think rather deeply first, kinda like reflecting. cos i dont see the point of voicing out yet, unless it is something so interesting or funny. or is it that you just want to be heard and get attention? hah.

i still seek to understand some mysterious people out there, somewhere. dont know why. but there must be a reason rite? there must be a reason why i would actually go so far to understand them an befriend them. everything we do has a purpose? be it selfish ones or wadeva. ya so.. like know why they are treating me in such a manner that is so hard to comprehend. not that i am such a brainless SMTP person, without the HP ability to understand profound statements etc.

have been hearing much about insecurity issues. guess im one with such an issue too. must there always be this someone beside me? so that i feel more reassured and warm. yeah u noe that warm and comfortable feeling that u wont experience sleeping alone.

have been reminded about my past friendships. 4 years.
now. seems like a new beginning. another 4 years down the road. how will things be like arh? i srsly hope it will remain just like now. haha wishful thinking rite? i believe nothing is impossible.

someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you (all)

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

-- I'll be there for you, The Rembrandts

no matter what..

2009-07-21T01:44:00.002+08:00

wow. never expected myself to return here. i must have thought that straightening out my thoughts is simple, but from what i feel know, its definitely far from simple.

besides the normal sch and work attitude problems that i currently face, seems like my mind is never free from personal problems which i can never manage to solve. 3 term of sch year, many things have changed. i grew to like my class for who we are, and my 4 years in hci would never be so complete without this seemingly "different" class of SMTP3.

yupp. many things still plague my mind. dont know why. dont know how to solve. dont know how to stop thinking and focus on exams this year lol. mostly relationship problems i guess. something i just learnt that is kinda wise.. we would usually click with people who share the same values. that is how nothing will actually be able to weaken the ties that bind us together. i hope my decision is a good one cos i am not known to make good decisions anyway.. see how it goes bah.

no choice but have to sound kind of emo talking about such stuff others might deem as shit or crap. lol at least get over and done with all this right..

ehh. talking to different people and getting different viewpoints is uber cool. i shall do it my own way, no matter if u all think its correct or wrong. letting nature take its own course is aso a pro way. or just continue status quo until this unstable electron is lost to another wandering ion and therefore obtaining a stable structure there. being so reactive all the time is scary, for all u might know it will explode into a beautiful mess one day.. wadeva. my chem sucks

weird how other people, in my opinion are mysterious creatures. yepp, never able to understand them. towards you, they will be Hot N Cold throughout the years. at one time, u will be on the receiving end of some form of torture. on the other end, u might just receive some attention and care. why do they only value those they care for at that particular time. and then POOF! next person on the list is... blah blah blah. near certain "unstable creatures" they reach their hand out to hold them close, when apart, ohh things start to get nasty as though they have split personalities. and boy can they be influential enough to turn others against you. treat them as mere aquaintences? circimstances still act as a barrier. or should i?

there are still others whom i seem to want to treasure. i dont know why but sadly it might not always be a mutual thingy. not that i want them to reciprocate, but the general feeling they portray to me confuses me. lol. and obviously i wont feel too good either. most of the time, or rather since i set foot on hci's grounds, people i hope to know better which is rather obvious yeah mostly do not react in the most ideal way i hoped it to be.

nevertheless, i have made my decision for now. this certain step will probably determine certain stuff lah.

i will never forget the meaning of once bitten, twice shy. dont want to put effort into one friendship, only to see it fold up in some weird manner. which relle relle relle had affected me. as in seriously. relle. okay. surely its partly my fault for not finding out what happened and picking up the broken pieces and try to glue them back to its original form.

no point wanting to. having the desire to relive the past. to make changes?

Year 3000 - Jonas Brothers
He told me, he built a time machine
Like one in a film I've seen

LIKE REAL.

sleepy... D:

2009-03-16T01:09:00.004+08:00

once again embarking on a new project. yet another tough journey ahead.
no thinkquest to make me have endless sleepless nights. but nevertheless it'll still be EPIC.
after that meeting with CCF, no doubt I felt a little disappointed by the fact that we could not help the kids on a personal level. and all we could do was to help them in a more indirect way...

BUT! our group is called [Ties.that.bind] for a reason. hope our group can still bond together and work towards a common goal. even though I'm setting my sights on P'day grandfinals, more importantly I wish that all of us can treasure this project in years to come..

jiayou jon seng, meng ying, wei liang, alwyn & ray (:

ever since moving back home for march hols. or rather only 1 and a 1/2 days so far.
i miss boarding sch..
miss the camping during the sabbatical week. miss the talking cock every night.
miss the before sleep chats. miss the whole grp of people. miss the food?

ok not really..

but still. its kinda boring at home. with just my laptop, books and holiday homework staring blankly at me.

solution?

go out and have fun (:

P.S: Do tell me if u want to escape from homework and jus chill out somewhere else except in front of ur study desk.

2009-03-14T15:46:00.003+08:00

no plans to start blogging regularly again but nth to do but stone in bs nw. so yeah blog to kill time.

term 1 sabbatical week 2009 is just full of butterflies, camping and of cos talking cock or cock talking.

nothing really interesting accept for 2 new butterfly specimens to decorate my desk with. and maybe a max 3 bio ace thanks to our "excellent" presentation as quoted frm ms evelyn teo and
the 20/20 quiz which i hadn't studied at all. now i know, butterflies also eat dung and taste with their feet. can't express how much fun i had playing with the one-legged grasshopper and chasing butterflies all around ubin.

jianyang's buddy until he disappeared out of the science lab window

this whole week was jus camping at F2 and cock talking every night.

so gonna miss this during the 1 week hols...

end off with one last pic

dam xuanler.

2008-08-16T14:51:00.005+08:00

survived my second week at boarding sch. woots.

tot i could never wake up on time (btw at home its 5.45am)but thanks to shitbox's zai alarm, it worked.... but only for the 1st time. i woke up at abt 7am for the past 2 days!! but i was still in time for flag raising la..

horlumpicks was one of our main entertainment esp yesterday when we were jumping and cheering like some crazy bunch of pple when our table tennis team owned the Koreans 3-2. sadly, we won due to the korean's crappy serve instead of our team taking revenge by giving the winning smash. finally we showed our 1st sign of patriotism, after we we're cheering for lee chong wei when he owned susilo's butt.

naturally gang fights were very common there. when our shitbox room with timely assistance from bread pitt,the guest star of the clash, pwned the self-acclaimed ninjas from their crib directly opposite ours. their cheapskate daggers and pistols were no match for bread pitt's and shitbox's prowess. the godly yingcong was obviously "the omniscient one", looking down on the fight while shaking his head. but im sure he had his bets set on the shitbox team

other eventful events were like how the greedy washing machine ate up shitbox's 50-cent coin. but his greed knew no bounds when it wanted to eat even more by showing that the price was 75cents instead of 50..

training regime going well. at least han wei shows that he can block more shots than alex. sadly our captain is gone for outward bound soccer (OB-S) so that he can pass more zai skills to us when he returns after 1 week. han wei with his muscles (as u can see from the pic below) definitely make a gd vice-cap when the boss is away...

~our great and muscular potential vice-cap

2008-08-09T21:19:00.009+08:00

yo. back at home after a week at boarding sch. going back tmr (:

will be posting some pics of boarding sch soon... when more interesting things happen when tests end..

have to brush up on dota skills to play against the pros there. i bet i'll be feeding like hanwei. which means i can have training matches wif hanwei and prob ying cong. did i mention that hanwei can run 2.4 around tower wif his hero. pls dun pwn me hanwei. i promise i wun do anything to ur monkey

Happy 43rd birthday singapore. thanks to the NE quiz on fri which reminded me that its 43.

SAYANG SINGAPORE
(to the tune of this year’s NDP theme song, Shine On Singapore...)

Have you seen my car?
One that drives me
But never very far
However short the road may be
The ERP
You can be sure,
It’s always there to charge
A fee

Have you seen my job?
I got retrenched,
And when I began to sob
The Gahmen raised their salaries
But quiet, please
If you complain,
You’ll kena like Chee.

* So sayang, Singapore
Don’t get us wrong
Don’t want to kau peh,
But some ah longs are at our door,
Pounding away
While the Gahmen
Keeps making us pay

# Shut up Singapore,
Stay bah long long
Heads right up our ass and far beyond
Do what they say,
Whole Singapore
Just keeps going along

Have you heard their song
So irritating, I hear until gong-gong
Supposed to show what we can be
But we only
Copied that Japanese MTV

Repeat, *,#

Nowhere to go you see,
This is home, poor me
Just shut up, that’s the key

-- courtesy of talkingcock.com

NDP song 2008 (if u dun rmb the tune...): Right click and Save

nevertheless, singapore still rocks

k back to watching the horlumpicks.

or probably start doing my favourite physics exercises. (3 exercises by the way)

2008-07-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

wow. i lagged for another 12 days again.

IS poster judging finished at 10am. but there was still eng. but since its OTOT (own time own target) or rather time for the Pro-ed rm sofa community to gather. have to start on a new biography project and we had to interview some big shot or interesting pple i guess. heard that Dr. Hon is over subscribed... all thanks to the sudden change of addressing him as "doctor" i guess..

other prospective subjects include big shot friends of kuah's father and also benji's zai network of professional reporters and Mediacorp pple.

it was such a smart idea for the long-awaited halfday to fall on a ep3 and IS judging day.
the anti-climax part when Dr. Hon was announcing the halfday message was worth remembering tho...
there was still Ep3 due to the handover session to the new exco and supposed farewell to the sec4s when only 1/3 of them were present.

yet another commitment strapped on my back. hopefully excoship will be a gd experience? probably nt now when the allocation of jobs are kind of screwed up. :( look on the bright side. leap points!! xD
gd luk to hcimt09~ we are finally making some progress!!

as the finals date for projects day draws closer and closer, the busy and slpless nites are back again.
dun really nid to worry for bacP website. drugs website has to be revamped totally. and to ying cong and wei liang, jiayou for the flash!!

nt sure wad the other members think. but we really deserved this finals placing. looking back at the times where we chionged and put all our efforts into the project. nvm if tq was unfair, we still have this chance to gain recognition for our efforts. jiayous for A* (:

boarding sch in a couple of days time. hav to pack the lugagge and lug it all the way to the room.
and after a quick unpack there, i will hav to chiong and study ihc which is on the day after that.
dam unluckly la. the test sure screwed de.

//punishment; carelessness
//friends; cold; dao

2008-07-13T16:24:00.004+08:00

black&gold.

the banner is there for a reason (:

gotta thank them for working so hard for drugs tq and now our efforts finally paid off. lets get another A* yeah

and bacP is also in! now its the projects frenzy. soon its japan symposium, SMP and aso SSEF judging
(next year). seems tis project has the potential to bring the 3 of us all around the world xD

boarding sch briefing and tour yesterday. saw the empty looking rooms which we would occupy in less than a month's time. the tour guides or so called councillors are oni there to confuse parents. stating that laundry service is only on wed to fri. yeah right. then let our dirty clothes stink up our rm on mon and tues? =.=
they aso said we could send 20 pieces of clothes to the laundry per day. woah. as if we were 60 pieces per week liddat. ><

lunch there was okay. relle balanced diet worh. everything with fruits, soup and drink. can take up to 2 servings i tink woots.

confirmed that i'm staying in the "mugger" level wif all the zai smtp1 pple. prob except the fun mugger laing bah (:

National science challenge was dam sian. supposed to start at 2.45. den we stone until 4pm b4 it started and it ended at almost 7pm when we're all freaking hungry. peter haw was like showing that super emo and dejected expression when the points gap widened between hci and the 2 teams which were pwning. the questions pwned me too. better read up on my sciences so that i wont be a smtp failure. lol.

at least we're entertained by the COOL jerking red man and the hanwei's great antics to look "good" on national TV. and aso see how's alex's face magically changes into hanwei's xD

k time to START doing my hw for tmr.

//The only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible

2008-06-30T22:47:00.003+08:00

eee. do a veri veri simple post.

smtp proj webreport banner! haha into a websit bulding frenzy these few days. but tis pic's resolution dam dab sia.

last words: ass-em-tee-pee-chwee '08 rawks haha~

murfei [CJ7; murfymurfy]. jierong [CJ8;all kinds of reps and assistant rep]. yaoxuan[CJ9;MAOge!]. runze [laoyu]. tsengwei [niaoar!]. qingyang [blackdog]. xuanler [xuan~]. jianyang [cutsheep]. benji [mrHOT; gymnast;beeeennnjiiiii]. bryan [slopey]. longpeng [lonepair]. boqing [OBQ]. yongquan [zaikia]

2008-06-22T17:11:00.002+08:00

haiz today is officially the last day of school hols. and woots, my homework is undone is usual. (:

din even hav the time to clean up my freaking cluttered study table and computer table. thus the laptop has to be oddly placed on the coffee table.. not to mention my 7.5cm thick worksheet file. so it just means that today is not only the day do complete the most urgent hw 1st. but also the day where i have to (more of want to) make my study areas clean and tidy. lol cant help it but i juz hate messy stuff.

Which also justifies why i spent $12 on something all the way from Tampines jus to make my desk less cluttered. and also my family which spent 60 bucks just to make the entrance of our house tidy.

i cant believe i actually allocate different zones for different things on my study table (which is only a plastic square table). luckily i didn't hav to go to the extent of taping up the zones to distinguish one frm the other.

lessons tmr end at 3.20 with double physics and chinese. why muz physics hav a double period whereas the other sciences hav split up periods. i bet ms chua made a special request for it. argh. 3 consecutive double periods with a single period break in between. sianz :( wonder how our new bio teacher will be. dun tink we'll ever regain the dam fun bio lessons we had the pervious 2 terms thanks to leefy, who introduced CJ7, CJ8 and CJ9 xD

better get some rest time 1st b4 i start on my final assignment: ying yong wen.

..which was actually due b4 the hols ;D

//The block of granite which was an obstacle in the pathway of the weak, became a stepping-stone in the pathway of the strong~~

2008-06-20T22:50:00.004+08:00

k this post is juz to blog abt smt weird that happened 20 secs ago.

i was extracting a zip file using the winrar thing to my document folder.

then all of a sudden the error box wif the big red cross popped out saying:

"Nothing to do"

lol. i wonder if the program felt bored after it extracted my file and had nth to do yeah?

every1 (or shud i say everything) gets bored during the hols. too bad it doesn't hav piles of homework to complete like i do. sigh...

2008-06-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

argh. hate my irregular blogging. but it seems like everyone's starting to slack off frm blogging too. prob cos its hols and there's nth much to blabber about unless u're some rich kid who went for countless trips around the world? or unless u went for slc and blog endlessly abt how zai ur grp is and the fun outings ur grp had... brings back fond memories of ecne;13slc (:

term 3's gonna start even b4 u can finish ur hols hmwrk. this is always the case la.
term 3 is going to be dam siao. wif eoys to prep for and aso the time where we relle hav to give in our all in projects etc. and of cos the ace where the zeros still dominate. it's aso the term where I'll try my best to outdo myself and nt think abt competing wif others all the time. i'm gonna be myself again, a changed self hopefully.

boarding is like in 2 mths time. woots.
shud be rooming wif mugger liang. gonna be a nice experience staying in boarding sch.
managed to get a lappy frm PC show too and hopefully it does nt crash so soon. vista kinda suks la rite..

dam sad that i din subscribe to euro 08. i wanna watch portugal vs germany derhs but too bad. the rest of the matches can oni see livescore or smt..

//Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly~~

2008-06-06T22:46:00.003+08:00

why muz time pass so fast? its like the end of 2 weeks of hols le. and my homework progress isn't gd at all. 1st wk was like a weird wk for me. dun wanna say much abt it either. den 2nd wk is all camps and wth i missed all my lab sessions. argh!

NUS science camp was fun, esp wif mark tern stealing all the limelight and mur fei aka CJ7 injecting fun everywhere. see dam lot of cool equipment and other stuff too. NUS was relle dam big la. and the last day trip to TMSI @ st john's island aso nt bad. apart frm the usual boring talks, we got to see dam lot of marine life. best part was when mark tern was the centre of attention at the so called "touch pool". he loved touching so much that he irritated the sea cucumber, causing it to spit out white sticky stuff. >< then it also spit water at other students, so i heard whispers everywhere among the crowd:“Eh,stay away frm that boy, he's dangerous" LOL..

mediatech camp was the usual stuff. like how we discussed 1hr on an agreement but after that the majority objected to the idea. weirdest review ever. and nt to forget, ExCo positions up for grab too. photo-excursion at chinatown was dam tiring. supposed to take racial harmony at chinatown?? wth la. some1 suggested taking the mas selamat notice poster in front of a chinese or indian temple. -.-

have been feeling rather lonely haha. and this time the feeling dam weird yeah. prob cos of the 1st wk too. prob more camps (eg DSTA/YDSP?), lab work etc during the next 2 wks. but in any case, i'll still be alone, chionging hwrk which seems to be the oni thing that is practical to do now.

2008-06-02T20:40:00.010+08:00

long post..

2nd wk of hols. dunno to cheer or to jeer.. Its like wad penguin mentioned in his blog. During hols, i see more

pms like "bored to death" or "sianzzz" on msn. but not so much during sch periods. Dun u feel like going bak to

sch and join ur frens and prob niao each other lolx. Going bak to sch means more drowsy lessons and

freaking lot of work. in any case, there isnt much diff cos our so called hols is being pilled wif hw to complete

aso. year after year, its the same..

prob smt which allows me to escape frm my hw. 1st day of NUS science camp! (:

nt bad la. get to walk around NUS campus. okay nt that fun..

but aso get to tour some biodiversity museum which is prob quite common la. so nt that interesting either.

besides being able to see dead carcasses of animals preserved wif arsenic, the rest were normal sightings

like pple using flash when the sign states "NO flash photography allowed". den the trainer decided to make us

feel even colder when the temp was alrdy freaking cold.

trainer: "EH!! no flashing arh. Light will cos the tiger specimen to decolourise"
"Then in yrs to come, the visitors will say that its a Bengal white tiger instead of a normal

striped tiger"
us: "is that a joke. am i supposed to laugh. hahaha.."

okay. the most zai thing was that we got $4 each for lunch. and $3 worth of snacks during tea break.
yupp and almost all lights were off during the lecture. reminds me of how we managed to get the CSC teacher

to off all the lights in LT2 during her presentation. den we managed to see how a real electron microscope is

like, make a real egg specimen, touch dead birds & visit the squeezy herbarium. mark tern was another

highlight of the day. banging into equipment, speaking loudly wif his coarse voice (due to sorethroat, den still

tok so much..) and aso meddling wif things he wasn't supposed to touch.

'
zai electron microscope. dam big and it costs 2mil i tink

dead barn owl without eyes.

2008-05-31T15:58:00.003+08:00

still no bad news or good news. it may seem weird why this thing has been bothering me so much.
slping at 2am+ while working on the site. managing frustrations when encountering with errors and problems. being a noob at website building, of cos i had to put in extra effort to make sure all is well. with much effort put in, i would rather say that it'll be abnormal if im nt overly-anxious abt the results. seeing the great amt of effort my grpmates have put into this project, getting dqed is srsly totally unfair to them. most importantly is that we actually worked as a team and managed to complete the whole site. a great improvement frm last year. all we hope for now is juz to have another look at our site on the net (:

"With higher expectations, comes greater disappointment"

Yepp, so we shud nt keep talking abt unfairness whatsoever.
So if we actually get dqed..
Blame ourselves for nt putting enuf effort?
Blame myself for nt doing enuf for the proj?

Nah. Juz look forward and press on (:

2008-05-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

Once a DuYaoer. Always a DuYaoer

(:

2008-05-30T21:51:00.003+08:00

Havent been blogging for the past few days. Cos there's nth to blog about? considering that the hols is freaking boring.

Today is certainly a day to remember or probably a day to forget too. Turned on the comp with overwhelming anxiety tis morning at 6am+ and my day was half ruined. till now its still hanging in the air, no confirmation whatsoever, so im still praying 4 a positive result. all i want is an acknowledgment of our grp's effort, my slpless nites and countless frustrations during the work period. congrats to my ex-2A clsmates on their achievement (: tried my best.

tot dat this matter will like haunt me for the whole day in sch, until the 14th grand finale came. what i thought was juz a normal photographer duty bcame a evening/night of great memories lol. cos i saw edwin right at the back of the audi wearing the 13th slc black tee. and the rest of the time in audi was juz taking random photos, looking at how much fun all the participants had, thinking abt 13th slc and dunno what la. regret doesnt relle seem to fit what i felt at that time. but the feeling was so overwhelming, coupled wif tis morning's news...

dinner at kap wasn't a fun and happy one either. apart frm matthew's funi actions la.
cos edwin and I were like being surrounded by mobs of slc pple, having fun chatting wif each other etc. left quite early cos jianyang said a gal frm her grp had to leave too. doesnt sound logical. the gal had to leave so jianyang had to leave too. hmm?

the13legacy. the15future.
anxiously awaiting the arrival of june hols next yr...

2008-05-22T21:36:00.007+08:00

woots. last day of official lessons today cos tmr going to science centre again to attend some lame stuff and do some worksheets =.= hopefully can get ace?

yeah! manutd won champions league. Lol i was freaking right. Chelsea would lose cos their shots on target is equal to their shots off target - 81. And in the finals Chelsea was like shooting blindy la, 25 shots wif 1 on target nia, which was the goal duh.

nice red card to drogba for his "slap" on Vidic. and did u notice that the names on the jerseys are in lowercase? Get owned by manutd who has uppercase names on the jerseys.

made another cool discovery.
look at tis poem by李白

北暮苍山兰舟四，
京无落霞缀清川。
奥年叶落缘分地，
运水微漾人却震。

前四个字---北京奥运
后四个字---四川地震

shud be fake la. cos they couldn't find this poem in the whole series of 李白 poems. but in any case, this poem dam cool la. foreshadowing??

(:

2008-05-20T22:52:00.005+08:00

sabah naturally became a HOT topic of discussion due to a few reasons/issues. one is obvious while another is of cos the zai cheers. smt dat hci pple are famous for -- making up dam niao but addictive cheers. try doing tis cheers in hci. i bet he'll still laugh. but the cheering pple better check their ISP for any changes. yeah.

#ankle socks and superhotbody!

econs lesson owned today. got some crazily impossible marks. taohui finally got a chance to say wadeva he had wanted to say, thxs to his fake laopa. during lunch aso dam cool. cos taohui has yet another chance for a double kill. bring it on! (...)

can we even prepare for CME interview?? cos mine on thu and the rest in term 3. wth
Qn: What would you do if u see your classmates fighting?
Ans: Tell them to stop drinking coffee. Go drink milk la!

-- u get a soya bean if u squish a bean in between ur hands..

and i can srsly tell that im dam wu liao.

2008-05-19T21:47:00.002+08:00

champions league final: manutd vs chelsea tis wed. manutd shall own once again due to these factors:

1. Chelsea have been caught offside more times than any other team in this season's competition -- 48.

2. Out of all the plays contesting in the finals match, Drogba has committed the most fouls -- 32.

3. Last number: 81. Shots on target by Chelsea in this season's competition. but it's aso the no. of shots off target by them.

nice numbers heh. (:

2008-05-19T21:09:00.007+08:00

one extra day to rest before sch starts tmr. havent been exercising for at least a week liao. except for abit of squash before my ep3.

so we went trekking at the nature park as suggested by my dad. lawl. no trek could beat the trek or climb at bukit timah hill wif jianayng, edwin etc.. altho i hope can go gunung tahan or crocker range some day.. managed to do some running finally (: i better take some time off to swim during the hols aso. prob after lab work which may take up almost everyday? hopefully jianyang or taohui could coach me or smt.

jogged at some dam quiet path wif monkeys hanging on trees overhead.
it lead to some private houses..

as u can see. its even taller than the emergent taohui.
and my dad was aso commenting on wad would happen if terrorists took over the transmission stations..

dare u to swim at the quarry. if anyting goes wrong, den prepare to sink 10+m below sea lv??

reminded me abt waves, interference blah blah blah..
and aso that i flunked my physics test..

yeah that sums up my boring day today. who noes what will happen tmr?
maybe get another c5 for the maths test.

remedials, here i come...

2008-05-18T21:41:00.003+08:00

Good frens are hard to come by yeah? One moment u think there are, but in the next instant u ponder if they relle are.

All of a sudden u feel that frens are like so impt to u, cos wifout them life is like freaking boring. i dunno why but i jus hate spending time all alone. its juz that i feel kinda weird. its like who doesn't want a grp of frens whom u can trust, mug and joke together or even niao each other xD sumtimes i wonder if i prefer pple who hang out in town or those who would rather have a game of soccer or go LAN. haha
hmm esp when i relle have to stay at boarding sch in the cming months. lets see bah

tmr shall be another day i stone at home wif oni my com to accompany me lawl.
unless i find smt to do la.. if nt i'll jus take it as another day to slack before the last week of sch starts.
nt to forget those who are mugging hard for ihe. jiayous yeah.

2008-05-18T18:33:00.003+08:00

1stly, lets welcome those who came back from sabah and other camps. hope you all had fun yeah. sabah seemed quite fun but too bad i was deprived of a chance to experience it. hopefully i would hav a chance to experience life at boarding sch this August. alot of pple will ask why did i even choose to enroll for the program, but i guess i want to see what im capable of when out of my comfort zone.

last week of sch le. but the hols juz make me realise that i hav a whole bunch of things to do (lab work, projects day, awaiting gd news for thinkquest. 46days le okay!!)

maybe ill find more photos to post later on. or maybe ill test my attention span by trying to read "sun zi bin fa"

2008-05-17T22:34:00.007+08:00

finally managed to borrow a phone cable. so can post photos today which i took like months ago i guess.

taohui showing off his moto GP skills at the playground.

taohui now challenging weiliang...

but got owned by weiliang in the end as taohui crashes wif his short legs

nice view frm my hse in the morning when i wanted to greet taohui's frens

thats abt it. hopefully gt more photos to post. or maybe continue wif chronicles of benji? yeah, perhaps when i get some new inspiration to continue wif day 3...

oh yea. and tag k?? xD

2008-05-14T21:44:00.003+08:00

will be continuing to grow my alum/chrome alum crystal until it becomes dam big. wish me luck.

"Each choice we make causes a ripple effect in our lives. When things happen to us, it is the reaction we choose that can create the difference between the sorrows of our past and the joy in our future."

hopefully the case will be closed and that normalcy will resume. but its kinda sad that some close friends or pple may view him in a different light from now. this is oni based on what i observe la. altho i noe my observation skills abit noob.

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okay. Chronicles of Benji: Life in Sabah Day 3. (u may refer to taohuiisshit.bs for day 2 details)

"Hi pple. Had lots of time to think today as I did not participate in the swimming activities. But at least I did not let myself down by completing the jetty jump. Thanks to my newfound courage and a little bit of help from my BFF, as I thought about the fun times we shared together which gave me the encouragement i greatly needed.

Ok. back to what i thought about today. Now, I feel that life is even more fragile. With my laptop and Wireless@Sabah, I found out about the recent quake in China. With a magnitude of 7.9, schools came tumbling down just like that. Imagine if this happens to HCI!! Chey! touch wood! (uses all his tissue paper from his pocket and touches the tree bark) Realised that the suffering here at Sabah is nothing compared to those disasters. (tears starting to fall) Heartrending images of students with disfigured faces and clothes stained in crimson blood. I cant help but cry even more... NO..... no more tissue to wipe away the pool of teardrops on the keyboard. Oh no sparks coming out of my com. better post 1st. hope the com can be repaired in time for tmr's post. ahh................."

*com screen blanks out*

2008-05-13T22:41:00.002+08:00

-- Time and adversity are the best testimonies for the strength of a friendship.

nites.

2008-05-12T22:00:00.004+08:00

yo everyone. Part 2: lemme blog on behalf of benji who is currently killing mosquitoes at Sabah.

"Hi pple. Anticipation and anxiety grew within me as i travel to sch with my OB sabah luggage. Life is indeed fragile. At one moment i was enjoying the chocolate cake which i bought with my own savings. and now i'm pondering about my fate in the next few days. As always, i remembered to call up my BFF (obviously its him) for the last time before i leave for that insect and especially mossie-infected place. This again reinforces my belief that we need to treasure what we have, our family, our friends (esp my BFF) and our life. Treasure them while we still can, cos we dunno when they'll be lost.

Enough of the mushy stuff which i love so much. Fortunately, I was able to bring along my wireless device and connect to Wireless@Sabah to be able to blog and show my BFF how much i'm sufferring right now. The saddest thing so far was that i had to degrade from my most favourite Qantas plane to this lowly AirAsia plane. Why cant there be an OB Australia so that i can leave everything behind and stay there for good? Life is so unfair.

I want to prove to others that I'm physically-strong and that i got my 1st Silver (or is it Bronze?) since pri school for my NAPFA. I've worked to hard, running rounds around the school during my Chinese Drama EP3 sports time. I even climbed stairs like my fellow OB people. For now, i'm really very tired, and i have to sleep in my tents (is it air-conditioned and mozzie free?) soon wish me luck for the next day. Hope to see my BFF real soon, hopefully..."

hopefully this sums up the 1st day benji. (:

2008-05-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

k probably there will be 2 parts to my blog post today. 1st part now.

crystal growing. apart from getting choked by fumes from a 4M concentration of acids, we actually managed to grow our 1st crystal seed. my phone came in useful in capturing my chemical garden work. again, i dun need to stress that chemicals are placed right under our noses... yeah.. (thats why we can get choked la) nxt, lab work at SRC. nth much to say apart from something which smy found fascinating (what else can fascinate that pure mind of smy) and which he uses everyday (altho he shirked responsibility).

and today, a phone came in handy for the second time. we finally have evidences, altho nt that concrete due to smy zai skills. and finally we have smt to share to our proj mates. Want to see more? Call this no: 9XXXXXXX (dun wan to disclose smy's no.)

*Coming up nxt* 2nd part: version2 of Chronicles of Benji in Sabah. hope to complete by today nite (:

--stay tuned yeah.

2008-05-11T16:24:00.003+08:00

lawl. decided to step onto the environmentalist bandwagon! woots.
and from today onwards, i'll save the trees yeah! (like real =.=)

okay. that was crap lah. wif all those notes that our teachers spam us wif, how to save the trees. and i juz realised not too long ago that the 2 (i tink) trees outside hci are GONE. yeah gone. probably the sch's plan cos those trees block the sch? maybe cos of feng shui too. ><

havent been blogging regularly (as usual) so since term 2 tests are over. why nt continue?
dun feel like toking abt marks. whats the point in saying that oh yeah i failed my econs. im utterly disappointed in myself on my blog? LAWL, although that was an obvious indication i failed my econs.
anw, term 3's gonna be a better term yeah! wonder if i shud go for the boarding sch program. 10mths in hci boarding sch lehs.. but if i get in wif my noob msg and cca records, i hope we can choose our roommates, otherwise stay wif some pple like *ahem* for 10mths is like @#$%@$. dunno how to describe in words. but symbols are another form of speech! as we were taught in a recent eng compre which i obviously flunked.

crystal growing sabbatical nxt wk or rather tmr. lets see. its in the SRC lab, abundance of chemicals and experiment apparatus. hmm...

2008-05-05T21:19:00.003+08:00

1 eventful year juz passed since my last bday. was quite a disappointing year for me. up till the last few days of the 14th year. i'll juz hope my 15th year would be a much more successful and interesting one yeah.

thanks to those who sincerely wished me. and esp. to smtp3, be it for fun or for real. lawl. abit of anticlimax when chuasy said thank you to the whole cls after they sang me a bday song hahas. i relle appreciate the wishes from those who actually rmbed my bday lol. but today was like any other normal day. haiz. my bday is like always during the exam period; where my presents are the homework and the rest of the time juz stoning at home.

now im juz waiting to see how big my msg explosion will be. esp after tmr where i'll see the F9s on my test papers. wun be surprised if i reach my 1st 4 in 3 yrs at hci. gd luck to all and myself.

made my bday wishes at 12am of 5th of May. but action obviously speaks louder than words alone. i relle have to pull up my socks (cos half of my sch socks are still ankle socks). disappointment in myself alone does not makes things better, but i'm prepared for sacrifices etc to achieve my goal.

-- I promised myself. I can and I will do it.

2008-04-30T22:40:00.003+08:00

ooh 3 part to today's blog post. longest so far in my life. eh shit. starting to resemble someone

anw back to friendship again. juz wanna make it very clear. hate such things to be draggy.
i'll juz treat everyone normally, and i wont be influenced by anyone, but i've nver been anw.
i guess i'll always be the guy in the middle of the diagram. pple might think im being multi-sided or too soft wadeva. but i still believe in being neutral, unless theres relle a need to stand on one single side which might apply to some cases. but i have my limits and i'll juz judge if that person is worth being neutral to.

i would nt interfere with pple's lives, aid them or wadeva and i'll juz let nature takes it course. probably one day, the true colours shall be revealed. but till then, anything can happen lawls. we shall see the outcome.

2008-04-30T20:25:00.003+08:00

nth much to say abt CSM today. project "re-enactment" had to be aborted but project up was still quite successful. although i decline to comment on project ML. *cough*

oh ya. almost forgot to acknowledge chong yee's zai history inference skills.

rough re-enactment of the scene:

*Trying to get into src. could not sneak into src by the grass patches behind cos ncc smart, position 1 guy there*

HOWEVER..

acy: oi. where u all going?
me, taohui, smy: umm.. we have to go to the src lab. cos our project members are there conducting experiments and other stuff. *ahem*
acy: *lags for a while* oh ok.
and then he shouts to his friend: Oi! Let all SMTP pple go in, cos they got lessons.

so we managed to get in. thanks to chong yee's inference skills. so we dun need to waste our breath explaining to him that we actually have "lesssons" at src. thanks arh (:

hmm this wkend i feel like spending time wif frens. cos my family all busy wif work or exam.
those who wish to do smt then juz tell me la. so that i can cheer up before monday.

2008-04-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

last day of the month. 5 more days. its been the same since pri sch. nth much on that day except spending it alone with my family. i guess thats enough for me, although i relle hope to be with more of the 2A pple. and all i need now is some encouragement. no need for anything else. till then..

Probably its just the start. thats why life now has become so routine and dreadful. i'm studying for the sake of completing my homework? or for the sake of achieving a good msg? as time goes by i relle hope the purpose of learning in CSE is clear to me. probably its for the sake of becoming the best in CSE. at least thats what some people think.

lol is it true that competitiveness = to survival in CSE? why is everyone around me thinking that way and behaving that way. abit of a coincidence la. this thing abt competitiveness in HCI is brought up in econs feedback, mr sng's emb msg, and other friends around me today. hopefully i will hear less occurrences of comparing of marks, studies etc. wont the learning environment be better with more "normal" people around (as mentioned by taohui xD) i dunno why but i just cant stand pple who are so competitive in nature. or those who go around commenting that others are too mugger when they themselves are the muggers too.

hmm why cant friendship be a simple thing. like how simple taohui's mind is xD.
there's juz some pple who are so easy to get along with. on the other hand, there are people who share the same likes or dislikes as me. or similar characters. but i juz cant get along with them.
their attitude and behaviours are so unpredictable. i tried but i juz cant. so yeah.

walao enuf abt such emo talk. its dam hard to be happy these days. and obviously i dont feel happy now. i hope the next few days of May will be happier for me,

... and obviously after the bio and maths test la..

2008-03-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

did quite a bit of thinking these few days which i didn't blog. and my thoughts are like all over my head. so very hard to blog abt these thoughts actually. wait i have to make things clear 1st. i'm nt being emo to gain pity frm anyone. its juz that im blogging to remind myself of what i have done and reflect upon myself (:

in black and white. i've improved from past year's. in actual fact, i have "deproved" (even though there's no such word) or not even improving at all. around me, they have improved (to me they have), but for me, i'm still stuck. those around me tell themselves they have to buck up, and me? i guess i have to buck up triple that amount which they have to. i might feel worse when they ask me about it. when they themselves are doing better. but why blame them? when the blame should rightfully be put on myself. but no use crying over split milk though.

thinking and reflecting but not doing anything doesn't help. but why cant i get myself to focus? why do i have to endure late nights when i dont need to and dont want to? why do i have to rush at the eleventh hour when there isn't a need to at all? a change has to be made. i noe, but why cant i?

seems like i have to be constantly reminded and structured. so if i approach u to help me, pls agree yeah? trying to motivate myself as much as i can, so i can utilize my maximum potential in wadeva i do. have to stay focused. and those who still think im a mugger, probably u have to rethink abt its definition and change ur perception.

i'm working hard towards that goal in life, and not aimlessly mugging.

"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.
As through perseverance many people win success out of what seemed destined to be certain failure"

2008-03-11T21:59:00.005+08:00

haiz term 1. Dont think i did really well though. But i've already identified the problem with myself (:
Hopefully i can change for the better in term 2.

Into each life a rain must fall
There's joy and pain you can recall
Life's full of challenge; big and small
But you can overcome them all.

Put everything in perspective
See things clearly, be positive
Life's wonderful, plenty to give
More goals and dreams you can achieve.

Leave the past, to the future move on
No regrets, just wisdom and vision
Everything happens for a reason
It's your new dawn, change your direction.

Look at life on a brighter scope
No burden's too great, you can't cope
In time; wounds will heal, do not mope
You'll rise and shine, never lose hope!

lol my personality test results. okay i noe im more introverted.. hope to jump over to the other side (:

"In three words, I can sum up everything I've learnt about life: it goes on"
-- Robert Frost

*I'm gonna come back more determined than ever*

2008-03-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

"It is not in the stars to hold our destiny, but in ourselves"
-- William Shakespeare

Still cant forget the movie yeah.. its nice. Got me to think of some things about myself (:

2008-03-09T22:13:00.004+08:00

hmm quite late le. wanna sleep cos tmr gotta go sch and try my luck on borrowing a blazer for YDSP conference. haiz. will blog abt term 1 stuff tmr.

for now. juz enjoy a video sequel (: quite funny but abit vulgar lolx

2008-03-08T22:35:00.007+08:00

some more group photos during st nicks exchange. feeling bored today..

3 Grace!! (:

the buddies

2008-03-07T22:41:00.005+08:00

Last day of St Nicks exchange!!
last day of lessons at st nicks le. forgot to mention that flag raising was very interesting lol. benji had to say the farewell speech in chinese (cos of some chinese wk) and the school always had to thank "The boys from Hwa Chong" when thanking the principles and teachers.. very awkward. lol

our buddies had both chinese and english compo to do, which also means slacking time for us xD found time to discuss abt aphelion lounge and also teach the security guard some chinese haha. and alwyn could also play the pianos which are all around the school even when the sec 1 and 2s were having their exams zz

overall its was quite a gd exchange programme when we were there, and i relle wanna thank my buddy for helping me at st nicks (:

More photos..

mass grp photos cming soon... (:

2008-03-06T21:34:00.004+08:00

2nd last day of st nicks exchange xD

apart from the normal lessons, we had time to slack and play badminton at the hall lol.
otherwise i should juz post photos later cos i dun feel like typing much.

Leap Years in AMK Cathay. not bad even though the show abit emo. even got some lame parts zz. tis movie is quite a good reminder for me too. Cherish your family and friends and don't take them for granted (:

*Someone once told me - Anyone, no matter how small you are, can do GREAT things*

St Nicks Exchange Photos 1 (click to enlarge)

2008-03-04T22:32:00.003+08:00

day 2 of st nicks "stay"

woke up at 5.15am today, 1 hour journey there (reached AMK mrt at 6.50), waited for benji till 7.05, arrived at st nicks a little late..

lessons for the whole day except for PE (: had soccer training lol. "Okay, today u'll learn how to do a short chip and long chip to your team mates". Was having the so called training with alwyn and benji. imagine how benji rekindled his passion for soccer.. benji had his shot on target la when i was goalie. ZAI. played 6 v 6 where the 3 of us joined 3 different teams. then we played in the rain lol. i chionged to score a goal then i go slack at the back le. the st nicks gals all playing kampong soccer la, so i din feel like chionging to the ball like them and kick it around randomly xD

luckily recess wasn't a disaster like yesterday. maths lesson was fun. the math teacher was supposed to talk dam fast. but prob bcos of us, she said she spent the whole of the previous nite practising speaking slowly... okay thats dam diaoz.
chinese lesson ended up with a intense debate between alwyn and benji. alwyn too qiang liao, impressed all the girls with his zai debating skills, when cheers and laughters erupted when alwyn said his FIRST WORD. social studies everyone was literally sleeping and benji was snoring. the so called trainee teacher was reading frm the slides. enuf said

awaiting the 3rd day where we pon hci sabbaticals cos of lessons at st nicks! morning jog with them tmr xD

tis boring story is to be continued tmr...

2008-03-03T22:09:00.002+08:00

1st day of school at st nicks! woots xD

probably i wont be that happy after all... somehow was damn suay today. 3 misfortunes in a day says it all zz. firstly i din noe they wanted to play soccer lol cos they were stoning for lyk 30mins after some of them changed into PE. then playing soccer on the muddy field, smashed into bryan then literally slide across the grass. my pants were like all black la... wth

2nd, when playing captains ball, the track ground as dam wet and i was one of the few who slipped and feel.. haiz. lastly, after buying a $1.50 prawn noodles topped with chilli sauce, nick yeo stopped walking all of the sudden in front of me and yea u shud noe wad happens next yeah.

enuf abt the bad stuff. st nicks compound looks quite big frm the outside with proper track etc. played some games b4 lessons. poison ball lol oO lessons were quite boring except 4 chem. the teacher chao comical la. nver bring glasses then use magnifying glass to read the qns on his ws xD

kk enuf talk le. day 2 of st nicks coming up tmr...

2008-03-01T12:44:00.003+08:00

couple of events tis week. st nicks, aphelion nite, EOTA, cross country...

haiz end of the st nicks exchange in hci. but im going over nxt week (: hopefully nt all lessons otherwise i'll be as sian as the st nicks who were stoning during hci lessons. hmm will try to be sociable around the girls. cos 2 years nver relle interact with girls le. so yeah...

aphelion nite wasn't as gd as last year's.. council item was esp screwed lol. have to blame myself. forgot to rehearse wif the whole council on how to sing bu neng shuo the mi mi. so during our performance everyone was like "blah.. blah..." but suddenly benji took over the mike and sang.. lol. benji owns at singing

EOTA was quite fun.. esp trying to splash at benji and jonny in the other boats.. didn't pair up wif my buddy as i was supposed to.. our boat got targeted the most so we bcame dam wet after a while. got 2nd i tink in mini race.. thanks to the zai pair of han wei and mengying in front lol.. arms aching a little now though

nth much abt cross country.. wanted to slack, alex said he wanted to slack wif me, ran wif him and jonny, lost sight of jonny, alex chionged to the front, i struggled to pace him and lost to him. done (:

2008-02-23T19:08:00.006+08:00

finally got time to play fm (: dam fun to play wif my self-created team oh hwachongians. u should see how taohui and weiliang own in midfield man! and chongwe has like 70+ goals in 30-40 appearances.. xD and chongyee also owns wif his one-handed (wif the other hand in the pocket)saves wif dunno how many clean sheets le.

stayed at home the whole day even though tests are over haiz. but tmr going to taohui's hse to do tq website. then can eat the zai chocolate donut again. but who has the mood to do work after tests anyway.. so in the end prob will see how taohui owns wif his ipswich.

cross country next wk. ran 3.1km round the school after EP3 last friday. could have played basketball but all the courts taken up le. i suck la. according to my phone my avg running speed is 11km/h nia. 19km/h is my fastest i ran that day. haiz.. aiya i tink i'll slack at the back during 4.5km cross country.. prob be rear runner wif taohui xD best of luck to jianyang for the competitive running.. make sure u own everyone else

i'll end wif a vid and some photos

cool iBand wif iphones. be sure to on ur speakers.

dustbin full of oranges. got a lecture frm SLIM on being a food samaritan

my study table during test wk. omgg. was mugging 4 maths i tink.

Aphelion rm cosy corner. wif a "not supposed to be there" carom board.

2008-02-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

woots tests are over. except eng compre next wed =.=
gonna flunk all the tests and prob have an msg above 2.0 or 2.5. wth la. maths paper grade double count, if both F9 den gg le :(

so now have to chiong thinkquest website wif taohui. hopefully can continue going to his zai hse to do. ying cong quickly finish ur flash article yeah. syc dam zai lah, take up all kinds of projs den term 1 msg currently still at 1.0 as usual. *kneels down to him*

once again, st nick's next week. lol they have to take part in cross country and dragon boating activities.. but at least got aphelion nite. opening of Aphelion rm on that day! :) council item screwed. no wonder there's pple out there who say council is corrupted oO. prob...

b4 i go to slp early (finally..) after a dam tiring week.. juz wanna post hci's nemation vid here. pls vote at http://www.nemation.sg/votingpage.html. lol they seem quite despo for votes..

C10 - The Heartbeat of a nation

2008-02-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

Left with 2 tests, english and maths. feeling relle tired le after slping at 2am each day this wk.. last nite meng mug ihc and chem until 3am.. and im like falling asleep every now and then even when im blogging now.. =.= not going to do well for all the tests. hopefully msg will still stay below 3. Will hang on in CSE until sec4!

thankful that the incident came to a close le. its not a nice feeling being stuck in the middle yeah. im like getting loads of input frm both sides and im supposed to like keep everything to myself and not betray any sides by saying anything. relle learnt alot frm this. nver did i expect things to turn out this way; a single and simple misunderstanding leading to "ending" of a friendship. seriously changed my perception of a true friend. juz thinking of the day in January where every1 was so "close" makes my sigh... btw thanks to those pple who helped me to see things in a better way.. be it through venn diagrams or wad so eva (: this incident aso made me realise my weaknesses... reminds me of asians obeying their government blindly.. xD

ok nt going to say much more abt this incident le. although i'll nv 4get it.
St nicks nxt week. go st nicks sec sch for sabbs in wk 10 aso.. aphelion rm opening nxt wk.. till then...
i shall go slp 1st. them mug maths tmr. seems like mugging nver stops.. haiz

2007-09-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

no time to post lengthy stories or posts. juz posting vids n pics lor..

Angry German Kid. Nxt time can ask Han Wei to film Crazy Singaporean Kid xD

Mourinho Quits! (click thumbnails to view website)

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~taohui trying to do a full split at KAP bus stop (:

2007-09-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

Juz taking time off to do this quiz i got from Mr Sng =)

1.
the person who tagged you is:
Mr Galvin Sng, the zai tq coach. Ur chinese name is MingHui? read it frm ur website.

2.
the relation w him/her is:
Student-teacher, Mentee-Mentor, Friend, Councillor?

3.
5 impressions you have of him/her:
(a) cool look with spikey hair
(b) ultra friendly and very approachable
(c) super talented (great coach, 3 time tq winner, singer, designer etc. etc.)
(d) great IS relief teacher. thanks to whom i didn't flunk my C++
(e) Confidante

4.
the most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
coaching our disqualified tq grp, but a projs day A* winner oO

5.
the most memorable words he/she has said to you:
Am forwarding this mail with a tinge of regret..

6.
if he/she becomes your lover, you will:
he's already taken.. too charismatic..

7.
if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
not relevant.

8.
if he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
abandon him as tq coach? i'm not that evil larh

9.
if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
due to us helping him "clinch" the "coach of the fastest disqualified team award".

10.
the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
hm.. achieve smt in tq08.. hoping that our website will at least make it into the tq library..
or maybe being the best grp in the whole sec3?

11.
your overall impression of him/her is:
great coach, teacher, friend, lunch mate and someone to confide in.

12.
how you think people around you will feel about you:
tall.skinny.introvert.etc. etc. (hope pple can enlighten me on this)

13.
the characteristic you love about yourself is:
determined.tall?.mugger xD (or maybe not)

14.
the characteristic you hate about yourself is:
slack.introvert~

15.
the most ideal person you want to be is:
someone zai of course. ying cong, chong we etc. etc.

16.
for people that care and like you, say something to them:
a million thanks =)

17.
pass this quiz to 11 people that you wish to know how they feel about you

1) TaoHui
2) Ray
3) Mengying
4) Benji
5) Jonny Seng
6) Alwyn
7) Alexander
8) Wei Liang
9) Ying Cong
10) Andy
11) Chuan Yu

who is no.6[alwyn] having a relationship with?
umm.. dun tink there is one.. he may be hiding it tho..

Is no.9[yingcong] a male or female?
he's god.

If no.7[alexander] and 10[andy] are together, will it be a good thing?
wow.. nice match.. a pro plus a bird? o.O shud nt be gd..

What is no.2[ray] studying?)
studying in the RSP(Ray So Pro) programme.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3[Mengying]?
this afternoon in the bus to Lot1.. with him doing is regular niaoing routine..

What kind of music does no.8[weiliang] like?
mugger music. maybe baroque music. heard that it stimulates one's mind for better mugging xD

Does no.1[taohui] has any siblings?
elder bro and sis. about to be twice of taohui's age.. his sis is kinda chio tho *smiles* (:

Will you woo no.3[Mengying]?
WA.. nono.. i'll get overwhelmed with white gooey stuff all over =.=

How about no.7[alexander]?
he's gay but i'm not.. sry

Is no.4 single[benji]?
most likely.. dun tink any GUY has yet to woo him..

What's the surname of no.5[jonny]?
SENG!

What's the hobby of no.4[benji]?
taking good care of patients at his hospital. doing the 10 minute mozzie wipe out =)

Do no.5[jonny] and 9[yingcong] get along well?
needless to say.. what do u expect when 2 IH pros come together??

Where is no.2[ray] studying at?
Hwa Chong's RSP programme

Say something casual about no.1[taohui]
the zaikia!

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8[weiliang]?
maybe i would.. to steal some of his mugging power and aura

Where does no.9[yingcong] live?
in the heavens of course!

What colour does no.4[benji] like?
pink? or maybe purple (international gay colour) ..

Are no.5[jonny] and 1[taohui] best friends?
duh! 2 pros.. always talking bout their pri sch "affairs" together..

Does no.7[alexander] like no.2[ray]?
shud be.. one sided affair??

How did you get to know no.2[ray]?
he introduced me to the RSP programme of course

Does no.1[taohui] have any pets?
hmm.. probably he would consider one when he grows taller..

Is no.7[alexander] the sexiest person in the world?
of course! needless to say~

2007-09-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

Project Day GrandFinals `14/9/2007
CLEARING THE HAZE ON HAZE
High Distinction Award~

Tried to follow Mr Sng's method of making a picture collage.. Haha xD

Nickee :]

2007-08-18T18:40:00.000+08:00

so blogging in this dead blog starts again. There seems to be a pattern - i always start blogging after every test period and then stop after getting bored of it..

didn't so well of my tests though. disappointing actually. flunked history, missed out on distinction for chi and maths by 1/2 a mark. think i'll have to stop playing soccer and go back home asap after sch now..

projects day finals and some wang ding chang chinese drama yesterday. ok. somehow got screwed by SLIM for pd just by a single qn about Literature Review. was so stunned. the judges were all so enthu about getting us to get out of the room.. y?? wang ding chang drama not bad. although the show was disrupted by a few "blackout" activities. but it was still worth the 5 bucks paid for it. Had a peaceful dinner thanks to traditional scamming methods xD

OBS checkup today was a total waste of time. what more, its 18 bucks! SCAM~

2007-05-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

Sabbs over, 2 weeks of lessons more b4 start of June hols.
After that grueling sabb, i tink i finally earned 4 ACE.. June hols muz try to chiong ace stuff and try to max out all of the subjects' ace.. haiz.. Always busy every hols..
13th SLC coming liao.. Gonna get owned by the 2 excos and exco-to-be 1.0 guy.. Haiz.. Wish me gd luck ba!

Mother's Dat 2dae. Din do anything though due to my sis's exams again.. just like my bdae.. haiz =.= Next wk gonna get back all of the tests and aso still hav chemistry module exam and chinese common test coming.. Wish me gd luck again XD

Tried out the face recognition and comparing thingy at http://www.myheritage.com and shocking results appeared.. haha.. Tried out wif some of the hci pple's pics too.. Go try out ba and hav fun!

Uploaded some albums ler.. Can go look and giv comments =D But still hav to edit the music thingy..

Dats all le ba
Signin' uFF~

2007-05-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

End of sabbs day 1.

Nuclear bomb sabb so boring.. *yawn* i thot can slack and enjoy waching movies but in the end muz listen to endless ppts on religion and prophets etc... then muz aso present ppts of our own everyday o.O because got ACE wad. But got shortie and weiliang in my grp shud be quite fun larh. Haha XD Our sabb end so late.. then roti and blackie soccer sab end at 11+. So envious sia.. so far the only thing enjoyable in sabbs wk is dat we can play lots of soccer ;)

Went to KAP to eat ltr wif roti, blackie, acy, chong we and chic ching. Got a choc sundae treat frm acy even before i ate my burger o.O Wanted to treat roti to lunch for his bdae but at KAP he oni ate the 50cent ice-cream cone =.= so treat him next time lor =D

Updates: Got the codes for music player and album menu :) Going to add albums and music soon. If u got any song urls pls tell me! (No broken links pls.. haha)

Thats all fur now,
Cya~

2007-05-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hi guys.. Very long time never blog le. So its the end of the exams once again and so back to blogging =D

Birthday yesterday. So far only 5 pple had wished me a happy birthday besides my family. Sad... Did NOTHING on my bdae except juz slack and eat a choc cake in the nite wif family. Thx roti for giving me such a cute bdae present... Duno wad to giv him so juz wan 2 treat him to a nice lunch then. =) Hope to celebrate our birthdays wif roti, roo and blackie hopefully during sabb wk.

its the sabbs again nxt wk. Joined mage, prophet n nuclear bomb sabb.. some kind of lit or IH sabb which u can slack probably? exams.. exams.. not veri gd results though. So far oni get 4 results. Flunked chinese wif C6 and i dun tink the li shi ke ti will pull it up much either. (i'll be thankful if it does'nt pull the marks down...) Math(so far), IS and sci A1 =D shocked when i knew i got 3rd in cls fur sci o.O

updates: most probably goin' to hav a personal album and music page for u to view pics and download music hopefully. Till then, pls visit my blog often ;)

Chat later then,
Signing uFF~

2007-02-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

its again the end of a weekend.. so much homework and ACE to do...

Nothing interesting to talk abt 2dae.. had maths tuition frm 4-6pm which i learnt abt linear inequalities... such a boring topic so definitely not looking 4ward 2 tis topic being taught in sch... then the rest of the day juz mug and mug... tried to play kong kong sea and found it such a lame game... no games to play liaoz.. how abt fifa 2004?? >.<'

Next week can be considered as quite slack lar... with aphelion nite on thurs so like whole day not at home =) wonder if we r staying overnite then slp in kkh again =P looking 4ward to the performances... our cls like have'nt prepare at all larhx... lets see how we screw up once again... but still got sci physics module exam... wish me gd luck! =)

k enuf of blogging... kudos to myself for blogging regularly =)
~bye*

2007-02-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

hi peeps

Went 4 the mediatech competition tis morning at Ngee Ann poly... CaptuRe NatuRe competition cum jigsaw competition... wonder why hci did'nt get any prizes 4 the 2 photo categories... or is it cheng aik missed the deadline for the competition? >.<
got 4th for the jigsaw thingy but oni got certificate n the top 3 all got hampers.. sadz... but not bad larh cause we finished the puzzle in abt 19mins but the record time was 15!!! sobz..

then lunch at KAP wif some hci peeps and had a nice chat that kinda corrupted ying cong's pure mind...

yc at KAP 4 the 1st tym** =)

k go chiong ACE liaoz

~ SIGNING OFF**

2007-02-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

2dae was such a slack day =）both history and chinese teacher all slack and pon school... OO did'nt noe mr louis lim could be so fierce.. but hu cares lar, everyone still atittude and keep on arguing wif him. Seems like all relieve teachers land in the same state =P

Haiz.. did'nt take note of the sci ACE deadlines then did'nt do almost all of them... luckily robotics sabb. get sci ACE points not maths... hoping to be able to be co-trainer for a maths sabb. in term 2 then can get max of 10 ACE points!!!

quite an unlucky ep3 day 2dae 4 everyone... firstly it rained n rained so oni played soccer for 10+ mins then muz stop liaoz... then poor yu quan lost his bag with his uni, swimming trunks and rubik's cube.. did'nt noe the rubik's cube was so attractive... or was it the trunks that were attractive?? haha =) looking 4ward to own in tmr's competition but hav to miss SMOPS OT meeting and aph. nite council item rehersal, hopefully for de mario skit... sad..

back to MUGGING~

2007-02-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps,

Got back my geog paper 2dae... WTF! got a B4 then pull my msg up to 2.0!!! Eng compo got 21/30 nia.. A2 sianz not lyk Han Wei ji pro 24/30 but wasted cause oral test juz a borderline pass.. >.< hahaz. waitin' 2 see how i fail my lit and his. papers liaoz...

Suddenly got so many ACE stuff to do.. i thot the teachers will slack then dun care abt ACE then now muz do crappy things like wad hong bao "analysis" and sum story writing for chi. ACE... i'm lyk so desperate for chi ACE larhx... figuring out how to use recycled materials to make kleidoscope and make it work... haiz...

OO council item for aphelion nite.. MARIO SKIT!!! quite comical and entertaining lar but juz a little childish... hahaz... imagine Sec 2s acting like super mario in the game... o_O at least betta than dancing in front of all the hci aphelion peeps -.-""

MARIO SKIT VID**

~bbez

2007-02-19T12:35:00.000+08:00

Hi pple

Long tym no blog liao... Trying to start blogging again but i dun tink tis will last long too.. haha :P
Its alrdy the 2nd day of CNY liaoz which means that FEb is coming to an end aso.. haiz..

1st of March - Physics Module Exam!!!
By April - Thinkquest + Odysessy of the Mind

Thinkquest not progressing really well... trying to plan out the website format.. Any ideas frm anyone for our topic abt haze??? OM now thinking about the way to solve the problem.. Robots?? Then have to make all the props, think of a storyline then muz somehow "perform" the solution to the ACS judges... hope traitor foo kam meng's ACS team won't win.. HAHAz

Term 1 results so far (not really favorable larhz)
Maths A1
Chinese A2 (its lyk half marks more to A1 >.<)
Science A1 (wtf!! cw got full marks!!!)
I.S B3 (as expected.. probably get better after adding the quick tests! hope to do betta in javascript next term..)
I think i'l screw up my geog, his. and Lit lorx.. Hoping for the best... MSG of 3+ liaoz...

Another failed cls gathering ended... did'nt really have a gathering.. went wif some hci pple and jon, jhao and shit yan etc. to West Mall for lunch then the whole time play soccer for ltyk 4hrs.. haha =P Darn dominic waste so much of our time.. Want to flirt and giv chocs to the girls... the waste so much of our time... No BBQ or park gathering... as expected..

Now juz slack a bit after the tests but still got 1 physics exam to "look forward to". Darn light "ray".. haha...

~Signing off*